[00:00.09]Selfish (Explicit) - Dave/James Blake
[00:01.16]以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
[00:01.16]Lyrics by：Dave/James Blake
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[00:02.04]Composed by：Dave/James Blake
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[00:02.97]Produced by：James Blake/Santan
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[00:17.26]What if I'm selfish?
[00:19.28]若我生性自私该如何？
[00:19.28]What if I'm the reason behind it?
[00:22.21]若这一切皆因我而起又当如何？
[00:22.21]What if I'm overprotective with family because of how mine is?
[00:24.83]若因原生家庭阴影而过度保护所爱之人？
[00:24.83]What if I'm jealous?
[00:27.17]若我满怀妒意又该如何？
[00:27.17]Maybe that's what's making me nervous
[00:29.64]或许这正是令我惶惶不安的缘由
[00:29.64]What if my effort of pulling you close are pushing you further?
[00:32.57]我拼命将你拉近 却将你推得更远
[00:32.57]What if I'm selfish?
[00:34.70]若我生性自私该如何？
[00:34.70]What if the reason they call me "The Greatest"
[00:37.39]若他们称我"天选之子"的缘由
[00:37.39]Is also the reason that me and you livin' on different pages?
[00:40.29]是否这就是你我生活在不同世界的原因？
[00:40.29]What if I'm too much?
[00:42.28]若我太过自我该如何？
[00:42.28]What if I settled and I didn't fight?
[00:44.17]若我安于现状未曾抗争又当如何？
[00:44.17]What if my fear of doing it wrong's the reason
[00:46.46]若因害怕犯错而踌躇不前
[00:46.46]I haven't been doing it right?
[00:48.10]才导致我始终不得其法？
[00:48.10]What if I'm selfish?
[00:50.06]若我生性自私该如何？
[00:50.06]What if the kids just wanna be kids
[00:52.00]若孩子们只愿享受童真
[00:52.00]And don't wanna live in and out of the news and chill
[00:54.25]不愿在新闻喧嚣中颠沛流离
[00:54.25]And don't even wanna be rich?
[00:55.72]难道我连富足都不再渴望？
[00:55.72]And what if I'm so self-centred that
[00:57.64]若我如此自我中心
[00:57.64]I don't even realise what I could miss?
[00:59.57]是否连即将错失的都浑然不觉？
[00:59.57]And what if I'm what if I'm fallin' in the abyss?
[01:03.63]若我正坠入深渊又该如何？
[01:03.63]Maybe it's
[01:05.54]或许这就是
[01:05.54]What if I'm
[01:06.57]若我终究
[01:06.57]Yeah
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[01:07.42]Maybe it's dark maybe it's day maybe it's too many nights in L.A.
[01:11.25]或许是永夜 或许是白昼 或许只是洛杉矶不眠的霓虹
[01:11.25]Look at the house in Surrey and still
[01:13.15]凝视萨里郡的宅邸 一切如旧
[01:13.15]All of the feelings we hid in the Hills
[01:15.04]我们藏在山间的所有情绪依旧
[01:15.04]Maybe it's you maybe it's me maybe the media or the provoking
[01:18.89]或许是你 或许是我 或许是媒体煽动
[01:18.89]Gave you my heart I laid it bare funny you went and you poked it
[01:22.87]献出真心却被你当作玩物拨弄
[01:22.87]What if it's better with me out the way?
[01:24.81]若我抽身离去 是否更好？
[01:24.81]What if it's better with me out the
[01:26.60]若我彻底消失 是否更好？
[01:26.60]Like what if it's better with me out the way?
[01:28.67]就像没有我的存在 是否更好？
[01:28.67]What if I'm poison?
[01:29.64]难道我是剧毒？
[01:29.64]What if I'm cancer?
[01:30.62]若我如癌般致命呢
[01:30.62]What if I'm dangerous and I'm wild?
[01:32.50]若我危险又狂野不羁
[01:32.50]Look in my eyes you're seein' a child
[01:34.45]凝视我双眼 你只看见稚气未脱
[01:34.45]What if he's broken?
[01:35.40]若他早已支离破碎
[01:35.40]What if he's scared?
[01:36.46]若他惶惶不可终日
[01:36.46]What if he's ostracised and vilified?
[01:38.56]若他被世人排斥唾弃
[01:38.56]See peace is just an illusion
[01:40.29]所谓安宁不过是幻影
[01:40.29]Ain't got a home I live in confusion
[01:42.13]无处为家 我困在混沌里
[01:42.13]What if I'm selfish?
[01:44.93]若我生性自私该如何？
[01:44.93]Forever forever forever
[01:48.04]永远永远永远
[01:48.04]I manage the symptoms forever
[01:52.21]我永远都在自我疗愈
[01:52.21]You can love how you want
[01:55.81]你可以随心去爱
[01:55.81]I know to give is no loss
[02:00.04]我明白付出并非失去
[02:00.04]Can you settle for second?
[02:03.34]你能否退而求其次
[02:03.34]Let go of your idea of heaven?
[02:07.87]放下你心中的完美幻想
[02:07.87]I know it's a lot
[02:10.56]我知道这要求太多
[02:10.56]But it might be all that I've got
[02:15.31]但这或许已是我全部所有
[02:15.31]I wanna throw myself in
[02:19.62]我渴望纵身投入
[02:19.62]Snap off the mask
[02:23.19]撕下虚伪面具
[02:23.19]I want a clown that sings
[02:26.93]想要个会唱歌的小丑
[02:26.93]And a love that lasts
[02:31.18]和一份永恒的爱
[02:31.18]I wanna escape the wedding
[02:34.69]我想逃离婚礼现场
[02:34.69]Go with you to the carriage
[02:38.44]与你私奔远走
[02:38.44]I wanna give you my life
[02:42.06]愿将余生托付于你
[02:42.06]Or at least something to cherish
[02:46.75]至少还有些值得珍惜的东西
[02:46.75]But what if I'm selfish?
[02:48.94]但若我只是自私自利呢？
[02:48.94]I done a lot of things to regret
[02:50.78]我做过太多后悔的事
[02:50.78]Like announcin' our split on a text
[02:52.25]比如用短信宣告我们的分离
[02:52.25]Don't know why but I still buy gifts for my ex
[02:54.52]不知为何仍给前任买礼物
[02:54.52]Watchin' her stories to see if she checks
[02:56.18]刷着她的动态看她是否在意
[02:56.18]I'm a mess I don't know if my head's in the game
[02:58.41]我混乱不堪 不知是否专注
[02:58.41]She told me don't mention her name I'm suggestin' the same
[03:01.00]她让我别提她名字 我也正有此意
[03:01.00]I'ma get through the pain wanna see the sunshine
[03:02.87]我要熬过这痛苦 只为重见阳光
[03:02.87]Gotta get through the rain
[03:04.11]必须穿越这场暴雨
[03:04.11]Bag full of trauma I left on the train
[03:05.93]将装满创伤的行李遗落在列车
[03:05.93]I'm ashamed for the days that I said that I changed
[03:07.71]为那些声称改变的谎言感到羞愧
[03:07.71]I'm a cheat sat in a therapist chair
[03:09.59]我是个骗子 坐在心理诊疗椅上
[03:09.59]Cryin' like a baby in the middle of a Harley Street
[03:12.03]像个孩子般在诊所里哭泣
[03:12.03]Like I'm fightin' this sickness that I can't beat I'm disloyal
[03:15.02]仿佛在与无法战胜的心魔搏斗 我如此不忠
[03:15.02]And then I go mad reflection tellin' me I'm just my dad
[03:17.87]随后陷入疯狂 镜中的倒影说我只是父亲的翻版
[03:17.87]And this white woman tellin' me it ain't so bad
[03:19.99]这位白人女士告诉我情况没那么糟
[03:19.99]Middle of my sentence she cut me off like
[03:21.90]话到一半她突然打断我
[03:21.90]"Sorry David we don't have any more time
[03:23.58]“抱歉大卫 我们时间到了
[03:23.58]"Your appointment till 4 and it's 3:55"
[03:25.68]你的咨询到四点 现在三点五十五”
[03:25.68]Bruh I feel like she wouldn't even care if I died
[03:27.62]老兄 我觉得她就没在乎过我的死活
[03:27.62]Man tried all this therapy **** man tried all this therapy ****
[03:30.71]试过所有心理治疗** 试过所有心理治疗**
[03:30.71]Bruh I know wouldn't even say I'm depressed
[03:32.56]他们甚至不承认我抑郁
[03:32.56]But I'm low in the Grosvenor Casino in Edgware Road
[03:34.87]此刻正瘫在埃奇威尔路的赌场里
[03:34.87]I've got too many sins to atone and a voice in my head
[03:37.71]我背负着太多罪孽需要救赎 脑海中有个声音在低语
[03:37.71]Like at this point like
[03:39.09]就像此刻
[03:39.09]At this point where you should've been rich like
[03:41.00]此刻你本该功成名就
[03:41.00]At this point where you should've had kids like
[03:42.88]此刻你本该儿女绕膝
[03:42.88]At this point should've built you a life like
[03:44.84]此刻你本该为她筑起爱巢
[03:44.84]Look around you don't you feel you're behind? Like
[03:46.81]环顾四周 难道不觉得已落后于人？
[03:46.81]Look around you don't you feel you're behind? Like
[03:48.62]环顾四周 难道不觉得已落后于人？
[03:48.62]Look around you don't you feel like like
[03:51.12]环顾四周 难道不觉得...
[03:51.12]What if I never find love?
[03:52.77]若我此生无缘爱情该如何？
[03:52.77]Don't know if it's scarier
[03:53.96]不知哪种更令人畏惧
[03:53.96]The thought of us two together or bein' alone
[03:56.65]是与你相守的念头 还是孤独终老
[03:56.65]I'm so used to bein' alone
[03:58.46]我早已习惯独处
[03:58.46]What if I'm somebody nobody wants?
[04:00.27]若我注定无人问津该如何？
[04:00.27]What if I'm damaged or what if waited too long
[04:02.31]若我伤痕累累 或等待太久
[04:02.31]And have mould on me?
[04:03.13]以致腐朽生苔？
[04:03.13]What if I'm cold on me?
[04:04.02]若我对自己冷漠以待？
[04:04.02]What if I cut off the hand that I hold on me?
[04:06.11]若我斩断紧握自己的双手会怎样？
[04:06.11]What if I'm rapidly spiralin' and tired and jaded?
[04:08.81]若我深陷急速下坠的漩涡 疲惫又麻木？
[04:08.81]Or what if I'm faded?
[04:09.90]若我逐渐黯淡无光？
[04:09.90]Or what if anxiety's growin' inside me
[04:11.66]若焦虑在我体内疯狂滋长？
[04:11.66]That I might have left all my best years behind me?
[04:13.61]害怕最好的年华早已逝去不复返
[04:13.61]Or what if I'm scared as I touch twenty-seven
[04:15.53]二十七岁将至却惶恐不安
[04:15.53]That you don't appear in my idea of heaven?
[04:17.43]唯恐你不在我向往的天堂
[04:17.43]Or what if I'm what if I'm
[04:20.93]或许我 或许我
[04:20.93]What if I'm selfish?
[04:25.09]若我生性自私该如何？